It's hard letting go of friends.

Rather, it's hard letting go of people who you thought were your friends.

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Now I remember why I love sembreak:

1. You catch up with your friends outside school.
2. Or you catch up with your friends from school that you don't see much anymore.
3. You catch up on your work-outs.
4. You get that much needed haircut or massage.
5. You catch up on your TV shows/movies.

Sembreak's been great :D
Hope yours has been as well :)

My cousins are home :)

At the end of the day, it's all about family.
I've always been a family girl.
Family first.
Friends could equal family.

Now I really can't wait for the summer :)

It's just so good to have you back.

I've been in a fat-and-uninspired rut for the past two weeks. You tell yourself to put the Chocolate Crunchies and Peanut Butter DOWN--but you don't.

I failed my Chem 2nd exam by another two to four points.
We haven't done any AT training and if ever I was feeling as if I'd be on the top of my game sometime soon, I'm back to zero.
I had the heaviest conversation with Gayl over breakfast and gawd, it just left me speechless and frowning for the rest of the week.

So yesterday, I tried getting out of it.

From a medical mission all the way to a movie about nice clothes just to feel good about myself on all these levels...I went back to my Chocolate Crunchies and Peanut Butter. Trying to be "healthy" about it, I added a banana.

I obviously have nothing better to do with myself.

Even the words Columbia, Europe and Dance don't seem to be working their magic on me. Not even my latest obsession with Smallville (thanks to Tito Ricky) seems to be doing the trick.

I'll get out of these "moments of weakness".
Just drop the cupcake with caramel filling now, Hans.
Please?

To that girl

...who freaked out when I told her I knew her
...who listened to me rant and rave and kept her mouth shut from all the info I wanted to hear but wasn't supposed to
...who helped me wash my muddy feet in her dorm (wehehehe :D)
...who played the piano then met up with me and Gianna at the AS steps
...who watched "Miss Congeniality 2" with me and window-shopped around Rockwell with (Daym, we should've done that again)
...who took gorgeous pictures and almost took gorgeous ones of us but erm, her camera broke :)

...who I couldn't see before she left...

I'm sorry and I LOVE YOU and I'll miss you :(

Bye Mela :(

Haha yea, Vicks, this one's for you! Hahaha ;)

The highlight so far would have to be The Pussycat Dolls concert :D Their whole "Show Me What You've Got" segment was THE SHIT!!!! I wish I could exude that much hotness.

Another was spending time with my best friend having a pretty manicure and pedicure, then watching a sad, upsetting but nonetheless well-done movie about a break-up with my barkada, then reuniting and partying the night away with my college friends (Happy Birthday Samantha!).

Sunday was even better shopping for a car with my Dad and sister and having a divine brunch in Heaven n' Eggs :)

Yes, life is beautiful :)

But when you realize the only way you can "see" your brother is by seeing his Milo packets in the grocery and realizing that you failed both first exams in both major subjects (namely Chem and Stat) by just a FEW points or stupid carelessness...You might want to rethink that last statement.

I know I know...Where have I been hiding? What the hell have I been doing? Trust me friends, I'm just in my "new" house, buried in Chem, Stat and well yea the TV.

I injured my back last Monday: muscle strain. Hence I'm not allowed to train for two weeks (can you say fatness???). And I'm under medication and observation. It was scary the first few days, I could feel shooting pains from my upper back to my lower back then to my shoulders.

Erm...We've been enjoying the "new house"/"set-up" but I miss my brother SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much :(

I'm in Alabang right now staying at my Tita's coz Tito Ricks, Dad and Mikay are all somewhere and I didn't want to be home alone.

Watched Pirates and oh, Orlando Bloom :) Screw the critics, I enjoyed every moment of it :)

Snow Patrol and The Fray are love.

OK and so I'm updating for the sake of updating.
I miss my friends, that's all.